?

I feel this feeling
This feeling, indescribable
This feeling, unnameable

The only word that can even begin to describe
this feeling inside is...

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Quitting

I found myself uttering the words "I Quit!" over and over.

I quit school
I quit this job
I quit SADD
I quit Schools for Schools
I quit SEC
I quit office hours
I quit staff meetings
I quit math
I quit education
I quit moving
I quit caring
I quit life

and then... I thought...

Quitting is for the weak.

and then... I questioned...

Am I weak?

my answer... No, I am not weak.

But then I asked...

Am I okay?

my answer... No, I am not okay.

my solution... keep on keepin' on.

for I believe I am strong enough to make it through this time of un-0kay-ness and reach a time of ultimate satisfaction.

The Cave... Not just a place, but a way of Life.

I am...?

Who am I?

I have often asked myself this question, and yet, have never quite reached an answer. I know it is the one question that everyone at some time or another during their life asks themselves. I know it is not uncommon to not reach an answer. I know that I am not alone. However, sometimes I can't help but feel alone. I feel like I missed the memo. I feel like everyone is in on this big secret and I am not allowed to know. But I am determined. I am determined to know. I want to know. I need to know. I am not asking for anyone to blab this big secret to me, for that would be asking for someone to go back on their word and destroy the integrity of the secret. But I am determined to discover this secret and all of its power on my own.

And it will be at that moment that I will know who I am.

Just... Friends?

This girl
This boy

That girl
That boy

This girl
No boy

This boy
Wants that

This girl
Wants this

That girl
Wants that

This girl
Very sad

This boy
Kinda glad

That girl
...

That girl ruins this girl's painting while make this boy's painting beautiful.

YOU

Please
I can't get you out of my mind
All I ask is for a moment to my own thoughts

Please
I can't get you out of my heart
All I ask is for a moment to my own feelings

Please
I can't get you out of my soul
All I ask is for a moment to be ME

from Steve

So I was paroosing through my friend Steve's blog and decided to take this "Rate my Life" thing he had taken. I was curious. I kinda wish I hadn't taken it... :-/ see for yourself...

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	6.1
Mind:	5.6
Body:	4.5
Spirit:	7.7
Friends/Family:	5
Love:	0
Finance:	7.9
Take the Rate My Life Quiz