just one of the guys

i am a girl
just one of the guys
my persona
is just a disguise

i truly dream
the girly dreams
though that would never
seem to be

i want a ring
just like she does
i want a family
just like she does
i need to be held
just like she does
i need to be loved
just like she does

you wouldn't guess
i truly wish to be
for him nothing but the best
the one to make him happy

i'm just a girl
but who am i
to all of them
i'm just one of the guys

Where Are You?

Somewhere you are there, I know it.
Someday you will find me, I hope.
If I find you, I will know it.
You will be everything I want.
You will be my everything.
Do I know you already?
Perhaps from a class?
Advanced Calculus? Spanish? Chemistry Lab?
Do you know me already?
I am waiting for you.
Should we meet on an island,
Let it be our island.
Should we meet on the street,
Let it be our street.
I am here, waiting for you.
You just need to find me
And tell me you're mine.

Every day

And everyday I will live
As if it were my last.

B

Blank, Blankity Blank Blank
Bewildered by barriers
Before broken brains
Blocking blackened bits
Between bridges
Beckoning beginnings
Before backwards becomes
Tomorrow.

Get Me Out

i kinda want out...
i need to get out...
i need to not have a million things to do...
i want to be free...
i want to be able to just be me...

damn...
it looks like its just another night
filled with day dreaming
while im not even able to sleep
cuz the work load never stops
and the fun never begins...