Ode to Math Rigor

Oh dearest Math Rigor
you truly do suck
an upcoming exam...
and it's today, OH FUCK!

I wish I understood
your complicated ways
but every time i try
I want to end my days

Your proofs are never ending
all these symbols to confuse
many definitions and theorems
I dont know which to use

So I will spend all my time
in agony, I'm sure,
attempting not to fail
As it all becomes a blur.

Happy Thanksgiving

Things I am thankful for:

my Friends ..cuz they are the most amazing people on this earth
my family... where would I be with out them...
my education... cuz without it I would be nothing
the air I breath, the water I drink, the food I eat, the ground I walk upon...

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone! I hope you all can find something you are thankful for!

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I feel this feeling
This feeling, indescribable
This feeling, unnameable

The only word that can even begin to describe
this feeling inside is...

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Quitting

I found myself uttering the words "I Quit!" over and over.

I quit school
I quit this job
I quit SADD
I quit Schools for Schools
I quit SEC
I quit office hours
I quit staff meetings
I quit math
I quit education
I quit moving
I quit caring
I quit life

and then... I thought...

Quitting is for the weak.

and then... I questioned...

Am I weak?

my answer... No, I am not weak.

But then I asked...

Am I okay?

my answer... No, I am not okay.

my solution... keep on keepin' on.

for I believe I am strong enough to make it through this time of un-0kay-ness and reach a time of ultimate satisfaction.

The Cave... Not just a place, but a way of Life.

I am...?

Who am I?

I have often asked myself this question, and yet, have never quite reached an answer. I know it is the one question that everyone at some time or another during their life asks themselves. I know it is not uncommon to not reach an answer. I know that I am not alone. However, sometimes I can't help but feel alone. I feel like I missed the memo. I feel like everyone is in on this big secret and I am not allowed to know. But I am determined. I am determined to know. I want to know. I need to know. I am not asking for anyone to blab this big secret to me, for that would be asking for someone to go back on their word and destroy the integrity of the secret. But I am determined to discover this secret and all of its power on my own.

And it will be at that moment that I will know who I am.

Just... Friends?

This girl
This boy

That girl
That boy

This girl
No boy

This boy
Wants that

This girl
Wants this

That girl
Wants that

This girl
Very sad

This boy
Kinda glad

That girl
...

That girl ruins this girl's painting while make this boy's painting beautiful.