Open Your Eyes

creativity lacks in those who lack the ability to see the world through their eyes but not the eyes that you and I with glasses and paint choose to disguise but more so the eyes of the mind hidden beneath the skin and covered in lies which is why they cannot see the world through their eyes.

a quote, a line, a film

"I just like being a piece of furniture in your weird life" - Juno

Ode to Math Rigor

Oh dearest Math Rigor
you truly do suck
an upcoming exam...
and it's today, OH FUCK!

I wish I understood
your complicated ways
but every time i try
I want to end my days

Your proofs are never ending
all these symbols to confuse
many definitions and theorems
I dont know which to use

So I will spend all my time
in agony, I'm sure,
attempting not to fail
As it all becomes a blur.

Happy Thanksgiving

Things I am thankful for:

my Friends ..cuz they are the most amazing people on this earth
my family... where would I be with out them...
my education... cuz without it I would be nothing
the air I breath, the water I drink, the food I eat, the ground I walk upon...

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone! I hope you all can find something you are thankful for!

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I feel this feeling
This feeling, indescribable
This feeling, unnameable

The only word that can even begin to describe
this feeling inside is...

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Quitting

I found myself uttering the words "I Quit!" over and over.

I quit school
I quit this job
I quit SADD
I quit Schools for Schools
I quit SEC
I quit office hours
I quit staff meetings
I quit math
I quit education
I quit moving
I quit caring
I quit life

and then... I thought...

Quitting is for the weak.

and then... I questioned...

Am I weak?

my answer... No, I am not weak.

But then I asked...

Am I okay?

my answer... No, I am not okay.

my solution... keep on keepin' on.

for I believe I am strong enough to make it through this time of un-0kay-ness and reach a time of ultimate satisfaction.

The Cave... Not just a place, but a way of Life.